WINNER OF THE GORDON BURN PRIZE

Longlisted for the Women's Prize for Non Fiction

Shortlisted for Scotland's National Book Awards Non-Fiction Book of the Year

'An astonishing story of survival' Guardian
'Extraordinary and uplifting' Observer
'A triumphant tale of survival' Financial Times
'An extraordinary book' Literary Review
'To read this book is to be reminded of the importance of kindness, of beauty and of storytelling' iPaper
'A phenomenal memoir. I am in awe' Amy Liptrot
'Beautiful, deep, transfixing . . . it will burn a home in your heart' Lemn Sissay
'Essential reading, life-changing ... Beautiful, earth-shattering and unforgettable' Samantha Morton
'Mesmerising, heart-breaking. I'll never forget it' Annie Mac
'Should be required reading' Claire Fuller

The government told a story about me before I was born.

Jenni Fagan was property of the state before birth. She drew her first breath in care and by the age of seven, she had lived in fourteen different homes and had her name changed multiple times.

Twenty years after her first attempt to write this powerful memoir, Jenni is finally ready to share her account.
Ootlin is a journey through the broken UK care system – it is one of displacement and exclusion, but also of the power of storytelling. It is about the very human act of making meaning from adversity.

With punchy prose and a harrowing story of staggering resilience and fortitude, Fagan's memoir should be required reading -- Claire Fuller
A phenomenal memoir. I am in awe. It takes exceptional strength to survive the events described in this book and courage, skill and magic to write a life story, especially when this type of story is often marginalised -- Amy Liptrot
A clear-eyed, unsentimental account of the author's childhood being shuffled between foster homes. Her resilience is remarkable. It's a book that really made me want to reach through the pages and help -- Douglas Stuart
An astonishing piece of work. I tore through it, and it through me. I will never, ever forget it -- Niall Griffiths
Ootlin is a 21st century classic from one of our most exceptional writers -- Adelle Stripe
Heartbreaking, magnificent, and incredibly important . . . [Jenni Fagan] is one of the best -- Ever Dundas
A terrifying descent into a childhood of an un-looked-after child, growing up and expected to make sense of a senseless system -- Denise Mina
Here, there suffering becomes chords and strains, refrains and melodies, and we feel the chills that come with being touched by the poetry of pain. But we owe it to Jenni, and the many she will invigorate with her story, not to look away. The push and pull of the prose perfectly mimics the life conveyed in the pages, bringing us close enough to understand why she must turn away. Jenni is composed in her candour, though this is a memoir that goes beyond honesty, and to attempt to describe the soul of this book is to diminish its power -- Derek Owusu
Beautiful, deep, dangerous, transfixing . . . it will burn a home in your heart, it has in mine. Read every word of every page. Turn them carefully. Jenni Fagan is made of fire and spirit. From start to finish I could not put it down. Close the door. Sit down now. Read Ootlin. Read -- Lemn Sissay
This is essential reading, life changing, I couldn't stop reading once I started. All day and all night. The world had to stop whilst I stayed with little Ootlin. The poetic nature with which Jenni has written about her childhood is mind blowing. Unbelievably brave. Beautiful , earth shattering and unforgettable. A truly rare talent -- Samantha Morton

Jenni Fagan was born in Scotland. She won the Gordon Burn Prize for her memoir, Ootlin, which was also longlisted for the Women's Prize for Non-Fiction. Her debut novel, The Panopticon, saw her selected as a Granta Best Young British Novelist, and her second novel, The Sunlight Pilgrims, gained her Scottish Author of the Year. Jenni has been listed for the Encore Award, the James Tait Black Memorial Prizes, the Desmond Elliott Prize, the Sunday Times Short Story Award, and the Pushcart Prize. She is a Doctor of Philosophy, a member of Liberty, and a Royal Society of Literature Fellow. She lives in Edinburgh with her son.